I've been keeping a journal in which I write a new, positive thing about myself every day. The goal is to help my confidence grow and become stronger. This first one is from Dec 20, but I just felt like sharing.
I am loving.
The feeling I get when I see someone's genuine smile that was caused by me is almost like a drug. It's eccentric and just makes me feel like I'm doing something right in this world. All the worries that I am worthless disappear for those few brief seconds they're smiling, and I just feel happy. Just plain and simple happy. I think it's important to care for others, but I think more of the importance is to care for yourself. You will never be happy if you can't appreciate, care for, and love yourself 100%. It's something that seems so simple, but it's probably one of the hardest things to do. Just to love yourself, and be fair to yourself. And when appropriate, put your happiness before others. We're all here for ourselves first, so we should continue to be here for ourselves.